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Merry me and You (us)

Those feelings remain until the end... About happiness. It's hard to recognize happiness by yourself sometimes. Even if you recognize it, it takes a lot of effort and the ability to make it yours. That's right; Do you remember, The trees we faced as we sat and talked to each other... Our breath, laughter and stories that are now ingrained... It'll make me happy whenever I go there, Like we all will strive to be happy. But, To feel happiness, you have to work hard and do your best, and yet you can barely get it. It's not easy even if you're with me; Even if you have been working on it for quite a while. It is something that may not happen, but no one knows our future. Like when you run like that without a break, If you make an effort, If you live on... I believe that day will arrive. I believe that such a day could come. Like this... Where we are happy as we are together...
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Truth vs a Promise

He told me he loves me... That friendship that we promised together got loose I think about the word 'promise' and what that word means... Loving others completes us. And that's why we are beautiful. I love someone, whom I kept a secret from him. When he held my hand, I thought of him and his warmth. Where does my heart lie? When I told him I would find him, He said, "There's no need, I'll come back to you". He used to send me postcards from overseas... And those postcards have me great comfort. But when will I unite? Or should I compromise my friendship? The world is ever-changing and so is our life... Our life is full of surprises; When you kiss someone, everything becomes quiet, and, Each second feels like forever... That one kiss that brought a crack in friendship, Should I mend it with my impulsive three golden words or should I tell him the truth... I realized my fleeting feelings were towards... The one who sent me postcards... This present was a mi...

Echoes of Existence: A Reflection on Life's Tapestry

People... People around me People just make sense when I see them intertwine themselves in everyday routines. Some listen to the birds chirp, others see the green canopies. Screens capture attention, as tasks fill up our days. The world seems huge when I sit and ponder. When do things start to matter for everyone? How do they know which is the world they are creating? There are so many things to manifest in this world, Yet some are generous and some are selfish. None of them are wrong. Dream big they whispered, But the limits weren't shown. In the Labrinth of time, my choices were positioned, and expectations were peaked. So did I confine myself through all these times or did I get conditioned along the way? Whatever I say, in the end, everything comes back to me What do I believe in? The silence echoed. Is it me or is it my experiences in the world?

My dear best friend

In a world where solitude stood strong, A heart yearned for a new friend to come along. There was an echo in the silent night, Yet dreams of new buddies took flight. But fate had a twist, a chance encounter made, Two souls collided, and fears began to fade. From none to a friend, the journey did start, A bond formed, stitching the seams of the heart. In this garden, you bloom so bright, Your morning melodies bring endless delight. With every word you share, like petals so dear, You chase away shadows, bringing joy near. In the book of memories, your chapter shines, A treasure trove of moments, like sparkling signs. Through recent weather and the sun's gentle wish, You've been the anchor, a steady bliss. You bring joy and laughter wherever you roam, Turning frowns upside down, even in a gloom. In our silly moments and goofy ways, We light up the world, making brighter days. A friend so true, like a diamond's glow, In life's tapestry, your threads, they show. So here'...

My love, just Mine...

A confession from me took him by surprise! I didn't want him to respond to my words, I could tell by the way he looked into my eyes... I liked how he was hesitant because there was no need to rush... It's okay if you realize your feelings later; My love for you doesn't change. I loved you first, so I'll wait... The longer I wait, the deeper my love will be. A friendly tie begins when someone sleeps on your shoulders... I liked it when he beckoned to me, It felt like he was giving me permission to like him... His honesty towards himself to not hurt me made him hesitant... When we exchanged words from our hearts; We cried, smiled, and learned to love each other... When we held hands it felt different, The warmth washed away all my worries...

Navigating Changes

Rise at dawn, toil through the day, Dinner then rest, in this mundane array. Each passing week, a relentless grind that feels too deep, leaving behind scars, of an ailing mind. Once the timetable sparkled a gleam, Now it's the essence of a haunting dream. Once exciting, it is now the bane of my mind. Am I evolving, or resisting the tide? In this sea of change, where do I reside? What stirred my excitement to the mundanity in life? They say abrupt shifts court demise, On some days, I yearn to simply, close my eyes. On some days, all I wanted to do was just lie down on the bed; On other days, I was motivated to do something; Yearning to reclaim what's been thinned... And on some days, I think " From now on let's love myself". But on other days everything just seems futile. A pendulum swinging between pace and grace. And on some days when I'm fired up to strive. There were also days, When unemployment feels like a lure, To rediscover what it means to be free. I w...

Bittersweet Symphony

I felt his pain as if my own, His sadness engulfed us both in that moment, Amidst despair, hope can still arise, I don't know what to do with my mind and heart. Happiness felt vague at times, As if experiencing joy was a crime. But misfortune always made its presence known, Enveloping me by throwing a stone. I hit rock bottom in the blink of an eye, And failure went hand in hand with loneliness, I cannot lie. To save face, I pretended I was fine, But deep down, all I wanted was a family that was mine, Someone to believe in me, to care, But misfortunes seemed to follow me everywhere. One after the other, they never seemed to end, And darkness always surrounded me, a cruel friend, So I wonder, will I be whole once more? Will peace return, as it did before? Or will I forever be trapped in this never-ending loop? With the darkness engulfing me in the coop. Can I ever enjoy a normal evening again? Or will I always be left with my pain? With each step forward, I'll find my way, To ch...